Sunday, August 28, 2011

CHEEburger CHEEburger!!!

You asked for it....CHEEburger Casserole, Crockpot style!
1 Pound ground beef - (to 1 1/2 lbs)


2 onions, coarsely chopped
5 red potatoes, chopped into quarters
Freshly-ground black pepper, to taste
1 can of ro-tel
1 garlic clove finely chopped
2 Tablespoons of worcestershire
1 bag of fresh frozen peas
1/2 bag of baby carrots (chopped into 1 inch pieces)
8 large slices of sharp red hoop cheddar

Brown your onions and beef with the garlic, black pepper, and worcestershire. Toss your meat, onions, and garlic into the crock pot. Pour your can of ro-tel in before adding any other ingredients. Then, layer your veggies (without mixing) on top of your meat. I like to put the potatoes second to last, then the peas (keeps the peas from getting soggy). Turn your crock pot on low and let cook for 5-6 hours. Add the hoop cheddar about 2 hours before you are going to eat! Tasty, tasty.


Let me know what you think!

Friday, August 26, 2011

Super Crock Pot Saves Starving Husband!

Have I mentioned that I have a crock pot? Yep, and I love it, let me explain.

Well, you see, my husband has gained 30 pounds since we got married....seriously. Not to mention that he regularly tells me there is nothing to eat in the house! Oh, and I recently accepted a job working in an office with office hours (so I don't get home until after 5:30 every day). All said and done, I have been desperately trying to struggle the demands of a hungry husband, a new job, housecleaning, purchasing a new home, and reaching out into our local community. Here is where the crock pot comes in....what better way to save time and feed my growing boy? I have a myriad of recipes thanks to some cook books and my crazy foodie brain. Over the past 2 weeks I have chopped, browned, and tossed ingredients into one pot for several hours, only to discover a scrumptious meal waiting for us at our house upon return home! Below, I will share a recent favorite and if I get lots of happy comments I will share more soon.

Keep in mind that my measurements are approximate as I never measure anything, I just throw it all together. This is probably why baking sweets is my least favorite form of cooking!

Oh, and another note on ingredients: I always try to buy organic and local. I won't add "organic" as a word before each ingredient, but you can assume I either bought it local or used organic.

Apple Cider Stew (awesome Fall stew)

1 pound beef stew meat
2 Tablespoons of real butter
1 bag of baby carrots
4 small sweet potatoes, sliced (the smaller they are, the better flavor they have)
3 of your favorite type of apple (I prefer washington or sweet green), diced
1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
crushed, fresh thyme
1 large onion, chopped
4 cups apple cider
1/2 cup golden raisens
1/4 cup dried cranberries
1 cup celery, chopped into 1 inch pieces
2 Tablespoons cider vinegar
1/4 teaspoon black pepper
dash of nutmeg
dash of allspice













No need to brown your meat for this recipe, just toss all of your ingredients into the crock pot and put on low for 10-12 hours! This savory-sweet stew is one of my VERY favorites!


Please let me know what you think! If I notice people are using these, I will continue to add more!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Papa Kissed Me

Puffy, white cottonballs swirled through the air as I drove to Chattanooga this morning. Who knew that He would kiss my face with joy today? Unassumingly, I prayed that Papa would allow me to enjoy my 2nd student teaching placement. My first placement was so wonderful, I struggled to think I would be able to enjoy my 2nd placement at all.

Questions swirled through my head just like the puffy cottonballs falling from the sky. A CDC classroom? Not me, Papa...you know me: the smart, creative, overachieving daughter? What can I offer these kids...I do not have the patience. What if I have to change diapers? Dear God, please, please no diapers, I may throw up, You know me!

Pulling up to a school blanketed in soft, billowy white I wiped away a tear, and maybe a little pride. Okay, Papa, whatever You choose. I will follow You. Wait, did I mention I got lost during my mental meandering? Yes, I actually traveled 26 miles out of my way, and had to call Nice Office Lady to get directions.

Hold my hand, Papa, I prayed as I entered the standard school office and greeted Nice Office Lady. I walked through the hallways, finding my way through a maze of corridors with the help of *Julius, the sweet student who will be my GPS for the next 8 weeks.

11 little heads turned as I entered the room. No wheelchairs, no walkers, no diapers....just 11 perfect little heads, with sweet brown eyes of several different shades. Some smiled, some stared, but my heart sang. Real Teacher continued the lesson on weather, "What is happening outside?" Little voices sqealed, "Snow!!! It's Snowing!" They talk! Yes. Thank You God. One by one I was introduced to them all. Little Twisty Hair Girl, Sweet Chubby Boy, Soft Brown Eyes, Pink Shirt-Matching Skirt Girl, Combat Boot Boy, Tall Girl, Super Big Second Grade Boy, Shy Girl, Fro Girl, and Flapping Hands each in turn, some with prompting, some without.  About 20 minutes into class, the excitement in the room was electric - the PUFFY WHITE COTTON WAS LANDING ON THE GROUND!!!!!!!! 11 perfect little heads peeped over the window and perfect little five fingered hands pointed at the winter wonderland. Real Teacher and I could not stand it any longer. We had already read Green Eggs and Ham and no one could sit still....jackets flew about the room, yelps, squeals, calls, and laughter filled the air. 28 feet scrambled to the playground covered in feathery white goodness (6 extra legs for me, Real Teacher, and Awesome Assistant Man). Even in a skirt joyful, childlike giddyness would not escape me (not to mention no one was wearing a scarf or gloves). A cold, white cottonball war ensued. My new students screamed and played, they chased me through the snow and tackled me. Before I knew it the principal was outside too, videotaping our ridiculous fun.

Flapping Hands and Super Big Second Grade Boy pursued me with perfect schoolboy vigor, my favorite grey flats were no match for their adept strides; I slipped, fell and was immediately covered in children and snow. We rolled and rolled. Laughter sprinkled through the air like a gentle melody. I closed my eyes trying to understand the moment. God kissed me so beautifully in that smelly mess of soggy snow and students. I never noticed my frozen hands and wet feet until we returned to the building. Next thing I knew school was cancelled and all the children were being picked up from school.

Driving away from Winter Wonderland the puffy, white cottonballs glided through the air and my mind wandered again. Questions stirred and my heart was full of love. Why me Papa? Why do You let me meet these kids? Who am I that I might get to know them? I am not ready, Papa. I can offer them nothing.

Friday, December 4, 2009

Castles in the Air

If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them.
                                                        --Henry David Thoreau
 
I am getting quote happy...
yes, I find that when I get quote happy, it is indicitive of my heart...
my desire to live for something more than I am already.
The hope that somehow, the inspiration God has given others will spur me on to do His will...
What makes me come alive?
What draws me out of my egocentric, self pleasing mode into the lives of others?
Maybe you don't want to know, maybe no one will ever read this, that is okay. Writing it out, putting my thoughts into written words makes sense of all the mumbo jumbo in my head.

I am passionate about children -
small, impressionable, real, bubbly, vulnerable little depictions of God.
I am so aware of true life when I touch the finger of a little baby -
soft skin, pink with new blood pumping through its little body,
tender and pliable - like clay.
I am refreshed by the bursting laughter of little boys -
full of vitality, gusto, pure delight, and wonder-filled with curiosity.
I am inspired and challenged while reading about missionaries of old -
with their unwavering faith, persevering spirits, joyful hearts, and pained testimonies...
throwing themselves at the world like a blazing torch,
piercing the looming darkness.
I am made alive as those around me live -
full of hope, dreams, God given gifts and aspirations...
living examples of Christ
blazing fires for His name
as they live out His truths my heart responds
echoing their joyous living in my own life.

Oh Lord, may my life be one that is for others. Make me a blazing fire for Your name, that I would light others for Your glory.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Ramblings of a Sojourner

I refuse to live without his presence...
without his light...
I refuse to walk without his hand in mine...
without his closeness

There is no one else that makes my heart sing...
No one else that renews my joy...
God, please don't allow me to fall for the things of this world...
Because only Your way, Your love, and Your will fulfill me.
Hope deferred makes the heart sick....homesick for Heaven?
I want to be there, in that place where God is...
bowing down at His throne, thinking about NOTHING but Him.
seeing NOTHING but His glory.
consumed by His holiness and beauty.
The more I know Him, the more I realize how little I know about Him....

or anything.

Have I ever had a moment where my heart and mind were completely focused on Him?
Not distracted at all, not even for a moment?
How can I tune out the world when it is all around me?
Where is that quiet place I yearn for?
The place where it is just He and I and we can be intimate together?
God, I want to come up higher.
I want to hear the angels cry out "Holy, Holy, Holy".
I want to join in their mighty chorus with my small voice and testify of Your
HOLINESS.

Take me to that place...

Friday, November 27, 2009

More.

THE LORD IS GOOD AND HIS MERCY ENDURES FOREVER!

Teach me Lord to understand this fundamental truth about Who You are!!!! I want to know You, more than yesterday...I want to learn more, grow, and remain ever in passionate pursuit of You.

My heart knows that there is more...
more grace, if I would just grab hold of the altar -
more hope, if I would only reach up and take hold of His hands -
more faith, if I would stop looking at me and look into His eyes -
more fire, if I would devour His word as though it were
food for my soul -
more mercy, if I would only stop looking at where I am going and see where He has gone -
I know that there is more...
I know that it is mine...

So why don't I have it?

Because I have chosen less...

less grace, because I fear that in seeking His face, He may require something of me -
less hope, because I am afraid that holding His hands may mean relinquishing my dreams -
less faith, because I know that His eyes are full of an unquenchable flame and my little flame does not burn anything away -

less fire, because I have found that His Word is like a two edged sword and I do not want to embrace pain -
less mercy, because I am afraid that the Lord will ask me to go to the cross with Him -
This is why I have less...but how I want more -

God burn away these fears, these boundaries and walls that I have set up around my heart....
even if I cry and fight oh Lord, I pray that You would do Your work in me,

Yes, I will pray dangerously -
I must have more.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Shabbat Shalom

Yahweh.
Jehovah.
Rophe.
Shalom.
Nissi.
Yeshua.
Sidkenu.
Master.
Lover.
Refiner.
Savior.
Redeemer.
Jesus.

So many names for my King. So many attributes. What a wonder He is.
Oh, to search the depths of Him.

Lately, I have felt a strong urge to research my Jewish roots and relate Judaism to my relationship with God. So, as a faithful daughter, I have. I began worshipping with a Messianic Jewish congregation on Saturdays and resting on the Sabbath. I lit a Sabbath candle last night. A very special feeling came over me.
I also spent the day....and long into the morning, with friends. Laughing, playing, and talking about God. Nothing is more refreshing. His name, just the mention of it, makes my heart leap. I have felt this kind of love for a human...but even moreso for the King.

My response to Him is deep....deep calling unto deep.

Jonah broke his promise to me. And, yes, my heart is broken. Shattered into a thousand little, sharp pieces. Some days, or nights, the pieces scratch me, and I cry. Who will put my heart back together again? Who will touch the jagged edges and bleed for me as they piece my heart back together? Who will come and soothe me, who will rub my head and wrap me in their arms while I shake and cry? Who cares enough to sit with me for hours as I tremble and weep? Only One. Only Jesus. He will pick up the jagged edges of my broken heart at His own expense. He will place a healing salve on my heart and bind up my wounds.

As I pondered aloud the teachings of Christ and exchanged deep theological thought with friends tonight, a couple jagged edges were secured together and a little part of my heart was healed. God will surround me with strong friends to encourage my faith. Talking into the night, He will knit my heart together with friends like family. What has been taken, He will redeem. What I gave away, He will return to me.

Yes. Shabbat Shalom. Blessed, peaceful, rest.